I have been off radar for about a week now.  Last week my husband was off work all week.  I was looking forward to getting so much done around that house that we needed to do.  Scrape and paint part of the house, mop the floors, get caught up on weeding the garden, stack wood etc.  Instead he got sick and so none of this happened.  Well one day I was seen stacking wood in the 80 degree heat.  That was fun.  We had plans to head to the White Mountains in NH over the weekend and since we had already reserved a cabin months ago we had to go - sick husband and all.  It was the trip the boys have been waiting for since last summer.  Story Land.  If you live in  New England and have never gone you need to.  It is an absolute must for little kids.  It is clean, not crazy and they have awesome Mama houses for nursing mothers and a place to change dipes.  It was a quick trip but we  had a blast.  Husband felt well enough to hang out during the days but as soon as we got back to the cabin he crashed out.  So there I sat by myself sipping a beer by the river each night wishing I had someone to talk to (sigh).

So now we are back, husband if feeling better and summer is quickly coming to an end.  I have been running around this week buying shoes and lunch boxes and trying to balance it all with trying to have some fun too. 

On the work front I had my third interview for the job I blogged about a few weeks ago.  I went into this last interview knowing I would walk out knowing if it was right or not.  I have decided it isn't and I will be pulling my application.  I would have to change up our current family structure and I just don't feel ready to do it.  It would have to be something that felt 100% right and this just doesn't.  So I will contintue to sell books and look for some more consulting work to do this fall.  I am sad it isn't going to work out but it feels really good to make the decision and move on.