who is really your valentine? my huby is my  big  V. I love him uncontionally. my love for him will never change. but to everyones surprise his love for me is probably different everdday.  For the big V day he took me to go get someclothes witch i was i need of. he is at ther strip club right now some V  day right?

I was really going for the colts but the new orleans saints took it home tonight. They won super bowl 44. Why, why, why did the colts have to lose the way they did? No one knows but it was a good game, short, but good. maybe it just felt short to me but it just seemed to go by so fast. And of course my kids where up bouncing around yelling and screaming. I put one in the swing and the other one in his chair, one starts whinning and the other crying. there is just no in between when it comes to them. You know what though my love for them never changes of course. Rather than going insane i laugh at the fact that they are children and kids will be kids.

 can't stop now. gotta keep truckin. This whole process almost seems harder than losing my baby girl Na'Shya. My oldest child. I don't really know whats our next step as far as jobs and income go. I've been studying for the ASVAB to get into the airforce getting some study time in seems to be the difficult part. I have also been wanting to get my real estate license. I think that will be my next step. We shall see! Love you baby girl Na'Shya

my day has been very interesting. Its seems to  be a little more then i bargained for. i dont know what i was thinking doing all of this without any help. my husband just had surgery and now he feels like one of the kids lol!!!!  Naw I'm just kiddin but really though it is getting a bit overwelming. and i really thought i would be able to go to work and then come home and take care of everything around the house. not!!!!  We shell see!